My Magical World....

I am sorry, I don't know where my little sets have gone. I have tried to make them but...maybe it is no longer me. Who knows :) And my street style sets, I know they are not very nice ones...maybe I will come back one day. I hope this is the case.
 
I have made this little set because there is something that has not been sitting so well with me actually. I remember answering one of my "Do you smoke?" tagging questions with "occasionally" not too long ago, and in actuality this is true, but it has not been easy for me to do my exercises lately, and I have been thinking about this with remorse. I think I started smoking after "Breakfast at Tiffany's" some time back, and I thought it was even cooler when I watched Edie Sedgwick reveal that the movie was what inspired her habit as well, but I am so tired of feeling ill and just terrible. Maybe I am growing old, but I do not want to glamorize this any longer. I do not want to "heart" pictures of beautiful girls killing themselves in this way any longer. I think that there are other ways to deal with emotions and difficulties although I know that it is quite difficult when one feels so alone in the world. Also, I know that there are other reasons for smoking as well. I also thought of it as somewhat of an "artistic" experience as well but. Not bashing the people who do smoke, but I hope we can really build a better and healthier future. I don't know, you probably don't care, but this has been bothering me because I have always had a special place in my heart for the beauty of femininity and of girls, and I don't ever want to hurt anyone or inspire anyone to do the wrong thing. I've had the chance to get to know and to love so many younger girls on here and they are all so precious to me. Sorry to write this if it annoys anyone. Usually my place is alone, I think.
 
Been thinking about my life a lot lately. I don't know if I am in this dollhouse anymore, but I will always come back to write and talk to my friends. I'll try to fall asleep again and this just feels better, I think.
 
Me :)
 
p.s. thanks @iolitte :D your comment was so, so lovely :))) love you. thanks @peschesuccose , i will write back soon and i read the lovely email. you are lovely.

to @luxecouture
sorry it's late. i hope it was a lovely day, and hope your year to come is filled with beautiful dreams that come true :) thx for your kindness :)

ha i'm going through some changes or something, i think...oh well...tomorrow i will make a pretty set if i can. all my love to my friends on here :)

i've had all of these drafts and i was so afraid to add them with my magic sets. i might erase them soon...

i promise, my account wasn't hacked. i know my street fashion isn't the best...i'll be back...

had to do another with this lovely girl and her beautiful scarf...um have to get back to my magical sets, but i will always love street style. it is a favorite of mine as well. :) maybe i am better with the other style though...

i want the scarf and this bag! and i would put a few edgy metal rings on her fingers, i think...maybe two, and then just one on the other hand. sorry to be so specific. i'm just trying to get an idea...so strange, i know.

that age is slowly claiming
my every part?
 
perhaps a lover's laughter -mere company-
conceals it...
 
i must go on,
appearing contained...
'tis an art.
 
(i tried to italicize the word "wind" in the title with html, but it's not working :()
 
Rule 1: always post the rules.
Rule 2: answer the questions the person who tagged you has written and write 11 new ones.
Rule 3: tag 11 new people.

I was tagged by the lovely @iolitte in her amazing set: http://www.polyvore.com/three_summer_days/set?id=73128118
thank you for tagging me <3

1. Do you think models nowadays are skinny, too skinny or just the right size?
Hmmm...A lot of models on the runways are really skinny, but I assume some are naturally built this way, and if that is the case, their bodies are quite unique, so why not model? However, I don't want girls to believe the notion that being bone-thin is the only way to be beautiful. When I was a teenager, I went on countless diets and it was a nightmare. There are so many forms of beauty, so many different shapes and colors. That is what art is all about, I believe. I am happy that some designers are starting to hire girls of a more normal body weight. They are so beautiful, and many of those girls will be the ones wearing the clothes.
2. What is your country or city known for?
Um, it's a really beautiful country, and there are just lots of beautiful places. There are so many types and races of people living together, which is cool. Um we have amazing food too, and New York :)
3. Who is your celebrity crush and what you like about them!
Oh, um John Lennon has always been one. I totally agree with iolitte on Robert Pattinson because he looks really genuinely sweet. On the last set I forgot to add Pete Doherty.
4. Name 5 of your favorite songs!
Gosh, I love so many but don't really know if I have a fave at the moment. I'll definitely think this one over.
5. Favorite movie from you childhood! Why?
I think "A Little Princess" because I so wanted to be her...
6. What interests you?(hobbies etc.)
Um I really like a lot of visual beauty. Also the kind that must be pictured in poetry and books is really nice. Spring flowers, wearing spring dresses, vintage stores, fashion mags/blogs, stuff like that I guess.
7. What is the story behind your username?
Btw, @iolitte , yours is really nice :) It's my name plus dollhouse because I wanted this to be like a little dollhouse. I always wanted to live in one when I was a girl...
8. What do you look for in a guy?
Someone who is kind of crazy I guess would be nice. Someone who is in love with life and into taking risks and chances. Someone who can laugh but darkness is alright too...but really, it doesn't matter. I don't even know if I'll meet one, which is alright... :)
9. Is there anything you want to change about your physical appearance?
You know, my life has been a journey, even Polyvore recently, of learning to fall in love with myself. It is not always easy, but it is a beautiful journey, and I hope all girls can see the beauty in themselves. I want to cherish my nose, my eyes, my inner heart, everything! Sometimes it's difficult, but, we can keep going :) We can do this thing :)
10. Do you have any other social network account like tumblr, instagram,... ? (share the link if you want) No, not anymore...
11. Do you have any siblings?
Three brothers, one sis :)
1. Favourite piece of clothing.
I don't think I've found it yet. I have some cute lingerie that I never wear. It's more like art. Love it.
2. Dream you would like to fulfil
Many actually: Falling in love, going to Paris, getting my mom out of the hospital, learning to sew, getting a cat, maybe writing a book of poetry (they're such simple poems though)
3. What does a beautiful day consist of?
I love spring days in Central Park with a wonderful book and a beautiful dress. I love days where I just feel beautiful and days where I meet interesting people or make new discoveries
4. Worst fashion trend?
Hmmm...Idk, you can play around with anything, I believe, and if you're creative enough, you can make anything look good...or almost anything
5. Song you can't stop listening to?
Oh many :)
6. Favourite perfume?
I like gardenia and lily-of-valley :)
7. What do you think is your best feature in personality or physically?
Oh, I don't know, sowy :)
8. Book you recently read.
It's actually been a while for me
9. Whats Your Moto ?
All girls are beautiful, and there is beauty everywhere
10. What do you like to do for yourself ?
I like to buy chocolate every once in a while. Makes me happy :)
11. Which are your favorite actresses ?
Audrey Hepburn is my favorite, I think :)
 
My Questions:
1. Do you have a favorite fashion designer or line?
2.What would a perfect date be like for you?
3.What is the craziest thing you've ever done?
4.If you could have one thing from your Polyvore closet for free, what would it be?
5.Are you a wallflower or do you like to dance?
6.Who are you closest to in this world and why?
7.If you could spend a day in a movie which would it be. Why? :)
8.A beautiful place you go to often?
9.What do you believe in (um you can just write whatever comes to you, i guess)
10.What animal are you similar to in nature? Why do you think so?
11.What food just makes you happy?
 
I'd like to tag @peschesuccose (miss your amazing sets and i have to send you another email. sowy, been sucking at life lately) @lucybarker @skeletondance @laonela @punnky and @hieuanh (only if you guys want to)